gouache and graphite on grey paper
colours.
lots and lots of colours.
don't know what i was thinking.
not sure if i am finished yet.
On another note:
So last night I had a dream that I opened up a dusty window, where there was a nest of moths, except the moths turned into other types of animals such as tigers, deers, dogs, pigeons, and other types of birds--and they came into the house and began to roam around, and out of fright i ran downstairs to find someone, anyone, only to realize that the walls are pretty soundproof, and no one could hear me, even though i was screaming. Soon enough the other people in the house found their way to the room with the animals, only to find no animals. They became upset with me for "crying wolf"--but I wasn't lying. The animals were there. Five minutes or so later (or whatever five minutes feels like in a dream), we realized that the animals had ventured into other rooms, and found it impossible to put them back to whence they came. Eventually all the animals were put back into the nest somehow, and all was well.
It felt as though I had opened Pandora's box.
Disaster.
I think the dream put me in an off-mood for the remainder of the day--because I keep feeling this ominous feeling looming over me.
I hope it goes away. It's just very unexpected. It scares me how things can take such drastic turns in a matter of seconds....absolutely out of no where.
Sorry sorry, a little more babble than usual.
xo,
n.
